Lace your lips with cyanide
And kiss me quick before it's dried

I've lost every reason I ever had to love you.

How is it not killing you?

Tell me, that even though it's over... you'll never forget

Open up this tethered heart
Pull the strings all apart
Watch the secrets falling out
All the pain, regrets, and doubt

I could write all the poems in the world and use every word that exists but it could never come close to describing how I feel. I miss you... but you're not coming home.

I thought i figured out what you meant to me, but i was wrong......

And i still wake up everyday thinking,
"today he's gonna knock on my door
take me in his arms and promise
that he's not leaving anymore."

So here i am....
still in bed
with yesterday's make-up
and old tissues....
promising myself
today's the day i'll forget you...

Time's changing and you don't know me anymore....