Remember when we first met
How happy we seemed...
I really want to be with you
But you just want to be my friend...
That night started like many before
But ended with the tragic death of a teen...
You write a thousand poems,
but no one wants to look...
You may believe this was my wish
To see you there standing all alone...
I am so sorry that I have faded away
I just did not know what else to do...
It hurts a lot to know that
I have broken your heart...
I never thought it was possible
To actually feel your heart breaking...
Do believe in magic,
the type the never goes...
As a child you hurt me and at 19 the pain is still...
Did you know the consequences of your actions...
Tears form in my eyes
I do not want to appear weak...
Emotional pain hurts so much more than any cut
A deep never ending trauma right down in your gut...