You have no idea how I feel
But I know my feelings are real...

The messages keep flooding in
Sadness, grief and utter loss...

For my mistakes I have paid the ultimate cost
Somehow along the way myself I have lost...

Without you - On ode to JS.
I have never loved anyone like this before, you...

I still love you after all of these years
Sometimes over you I still cry tears...

I want to believe in the person that you are
Or at least the person you used to be...

I look like I am desperate
Because I refuse to let you be...

My dreams are disturbed by your cries
As I listen to your pain a part of my soul dies...

Ive lost you for good,
i know your not coming back...

I watch you now
Crying tears of pain...

So angry inside at all of you
Each and of you have destroyed me...

I watch you sleeping
And inside I want to cry...