You asked me the in a patronizing tone
Why I act so hard done by as if I am alone...

Depression is my friend
It has been for many years...

I loved him so very much
More than he ever knew...

Alone again,¦silence
Depression is on its way...

Mommy please forgive me
I never wanted to be this way...

It hurts a lot to know that
I have broken your heart...

I never thought it was possible
To actually feel your heart breaking...

If only I had known back then
That that was to be our final kiss...

My dreams are disturbed by your cries
As I listen to your pain a part of my soul dies...

I want to believe in the person that you are
Or at least the person you used to be...

I look like I am desperate
Because I refuse to let you be...

A year ago you were snatched away
I remember begging god to let you stay...