Please mommy, do not cry
For ages now I have wanted to die...

I look across the room at you
Butterflies swirl in my belly...

That night started like many before
But ended with the tragic death of a teen...

Remember when we first met
How happy we seemed...

Emotional pain hurts so much more than any cut
A deep never ending trauma right down in your gut...

I am so sorry that I have faded away
I just did not know what else to do...

I Have Had This Dream Forever
It Got Stuck deep In My Head...

I Cut For The First Time Today
Using The Sharpest Kitchen Knife...

I Am Already Dead,
I Feel The Shadows Grasp...

Here I am and here I will be
To have you is all that I desire...

Inside of her belly,
Lays a tiny child...

When I look deep into your eyes,
I can see how you feel about me...