I Have Had This Dream Forever
It Got Stuck deep In My Head...

A year ago you were snatched away
I remember begging god to let you stay...

Our tragic love story began so many years ago
He was a junior at school, with me in the year...

Cowering in the corner
Back against the wall...

D-depression has taken over my soul.
E-everyday to not cave in is my goal...

The messages keep flooding in
Sadness, grief and utter loss...

For years I have not been alone
My demons are always here...

Depression is my friend
It has been for many years...

A knife through the heart
Pain deep within my soul...

Did I ever love thee?
Or was it all a dream...

If I told you how I feel for you
Would you welcome the news...

My heart cries for you
Missing what we had...