I loved him so very much
More than he ever knew...
After we finished making love
My mind quickly fell to you...
He loved her more than life
Craved to have her by his side...
For my mistakes I have paid the ultimate cost
Somehow along the way myself I have lost...
Two periods never came,
\"your having a baby, choose a name\"...
How can I thank you for giving me life
Not just once but more than twice...
Moving on from love is so hard
Memories leave you forever scarred...
I just wanted to celebrate new year,
instead of that you bought me fear...
The crimson blood lies in pools on the concrete
Your broken body twisted lying by my feet...
Every time I believe that it is finally over, yet...
He threatens to take you away, putting into words...
Ive lost you for good,
i know your not coming back...
Emotional pain hurts so much more than any cut
A deep never ending trauma right down in your gut...