Cold.
I can't seem to think...

I'll wish to die,
everyday for the rest of my life...

No.
At first it hurts...

Breathe in,
then forget what comes next...

~Pale,
like a frigid morning accompanied by the soft...

Pinned to a piece of paper
outstretched beneath my searching fingers...

"If there was a heart to tear from this chest
I think you wouldn't hesitate to take it...

She plays with little dollies,
and smiles faintly...

I never loved before.
Never, not even slightly close to this...

It's easy to look around and picture
what this landscape would look like if I would...

I am sure one more will bring me closer,
but one more might be too far...

I would like to pretend that I
deserve this feeling...