My life was filled,
with hurt and lies...

You're supposed to be my dad,
my idol and role-model...

I love you so much,
without you Im no one...

You don't know how I feel,
or how I try to hide whats real...

Everything we had is there,
but its all faded away...

Everyday its the same,
I cry myself to sleep...

I have a messed up family,
that doesnt really care...

I feel like Im baby,
lke i cant make my own choices...

Its like no one can accept,
they maybe we\'re in love...

I feel as if my family,
is holding back from who i love...

Im falling deeper&deeper,
into this big black pit...

What we had is far,
yet so close...