There once was a little dolly
that sat on my bed...
Oh precious little lake
where did you go...
Oh how I waited in the fiery night
crying for something that never would come...
How i cursed so many people before
how i hated myself, him, her and you...
The devil! your body has been sought
your head is a turmoil of rotten flesh...
When daddy took off
and then mommy, too...
A dream:
to pull the clouds down...
Why try to make today like tomorrow
no one can know what the future will bring...
One last taste
before i'm gone...
Haunting red madness seeped from my wrists
and rained on the ocean as I clenched my fists...
You were the guilty and the innocent
victim or criminal you could not choose...
When I look into the mirror it seems I am cut into...
I never can tell which side is responsible, which...