Everyone's got someone and I'm just the girl at the back of the crowd hidden by the shadows, Hoping you'll be the one to pull me into the light

*not mine, but i luved it

Its’ not enough
It’s never enough

Cuts on my wrist and scars on my heart.
results of the years that have torn me apart

You know its bad when you've taken to carrying blades in your purse

Love it seems I will never find
Loss I feel consumes my mind

It wasn’t all a lie
All of it was real
Tell me my life wasn’t a complete joke
He couldn’t have pretended to feel?

I can’t believe you hurt me
I can’t believe you let me go
I can’t believe you forgot me all at once
Just another crushing blow

Depression consumes my heart
My reason for living gone
My beating heart now motionless
So hard to carry on

Sat here blood pouring, wrists aching. All these bloody cuts – yet they are the reason it doesn’t hurt so much

My tired eyes cried again today
And every thing seemed to weep
The rain cascaded inside
While the memories made me weak

....think i'll turn it into a poem