Why do i feel so numb
so numb to all this pain...
Right now I've entered in
my life time of sin...
I dare not say or speak the words that my tongue...
it longs to say words of love from my heart for...
I never met you,
yet still i care...
I lost u over a year ago
yet i still hurt like it was yesterday...
I did it again,
i cut today...
I dream of you at night,
and all day long...
I hate what i did to you
by telling you the truth...
It started on that fateful day
with a very simple "HEY"...
I asked you if u loved me
and you denied that fact...
I know it's over
between me and you...
I loved the way i loved you
and then you let me go...