You'd think after all this time
you'd be the last person on my
mind;; but it's sad to realize
YOU"RE STiLL THE FiRST

&& suddenly I'm h|a|t|i|n|g myself for EVERYTHiNG I have ever f e l t for you..

&& I don't think my [(heart)] can take being j u s t f r i e n d s with you.

&& I turn the |volume| of my -(headphones)- up all the way to drown out these t h o u g h t s of you

I`ve got my heart set on someone who doesn`t want me .. x|3

Or maybe i was only kidding myself
when i said that i didn't need you

&& From the moment i saw you smile, I knew I had fallen in love x3

&& for once, cant you just give more than you take?

&& what really kills me is the fact that i used to be good enough for you, but now im not

&& there is no way that in the end it will be worth all the pain im going through now