Am I pretending enough to fool everyone I'm happy?

I'm feeling like nothing, I'm thinking nothing.. I am nothing

Since you want me to show my emotion, just let me bash myself around, and you'll see how I'm feeling

You expect me to smile and be happy
for this fcked up life I have?

I've hid feelings inside of me,
and have locked them up

Stop asking me questions,
and just let my
cutting and throwing up,
tell you what I cannot

All I want for one night is one night where I don't stay up crying till I fall asleep

There's a girl in my mirror, crying and there's nothing I can do to make her feel alright.

Life would be so much BETTER if I were like her.

му Ыοοďѕ ā мilliои ѕтояίεѕ .