The more i think about death, the more i want to end up dead, and 6 feet under the ground watching everyone walk on me like they are now.

Suck in and your my obsession

Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into years, years are going to turn into forever

Holding it in my hand,
wondering if i should swallow them all.
thinking things through,
"fat", "ugly", "your worthless"
goes deep through my head.

Swallowing handful of pain,
hoping it will bury me,
bury me deep,
deep so i can watch everyone
walk all over me,
walk like they already are,
everyday shoving me in a corner

Addiction hidden behind false smiles

Memories are haunting me not letting me sleep.

Every line that I write in my journal is about who I don't want to be anymore, and the more I look at it, the more I want to die

Trust takes a long time to earn,

But when somebody breaks it,

You turn against the world

And everything’s a lie

That you say.

Let me tell you a secret... I chose cutting over suicide