There are only two things in this world that make us feel truly alive-death and love and it seems that all too often the latter is the more painful.

Ever just known something? Everytime I look into his eyes I know something. I love him. All I have to do is look, perhaps thats why it hurts so much when I cant.

I try to forget you but it feels like im lying to myself, a blasphemy that uttered in the dark depth of my soul brings all to a terrible nothingness that destroys everything, that destroys hope.