They split up and her walls surounded her heart....makeing her scared to fall back into love again

So there a guy that puts this smile on my face.....and this smile isnt fake

I can't keep looking at him with a fake smile.....the tears are starting to show.

Last night my world turned upside down i just hope it was for the better.

How do you even know not what only to smile about but how to smile anymore?

im lost and in pain and if anyone is willing to give advice im willing to listen!
amanda

She puts on another mask to hide from the people she doesnt know, and she then begins to cry and the mask she wanted to stay on slowly comes off

Im dead to the world, but im proud of it because to God im alive!

- I can't live in this happy-go-lucky world we live in anymore....I have to face reality!-

The mask that hides my tears is begining to fade....the tears are washing it away

-some people need to fall on their butts before they fall on their knees-