So I'll take this blade, and move it along my wrists. And I won't stop until the crimson flow matches the amount of tears I've cried for you...

&& I find myself confused...

I hurt people close to me, the ones that really care...

Only to find you pushing me farther away...

Love is like a wild rose in the winter...

Only the strong will survive.

A painful kiss
A broken dream
Her final wish
Not what it seems...

What are you supposed to do when the only place you ever felt safe, the only people who ever made you feel alive, the only things you ever wanted in life...

All turn against you?

We Built it up...

To Watch it fall...♥

Sometimes I wish I were deaf, blind, and mute...

Then I'd never have to cover my ears when I hear you speaking.

Close my eyes when you walk by with her.

Or...

Bite my tounge when I want so badly to tell you how much I still love you.

♥I build myself up, Just to be broken...

I heal my old pains, just to feel more...

I fool myself, and then wake to the cruel realities of my life....

I just don't belong here...♥

Never say “I love you” if you have no love to share…
Never share you’re feelings if there are no feelings there…
Never speak of honesty if you’re dishonest from the start…
Never touch a life if you will only break a heart…

Feel my love, taking you higher?

Burn with me, the heavens on fire!