And am i sane in not trusting you.
or is my inability to trust you driving me mad?

I've tried putting it into words... how I feel... but all the words I choose are wrong...

They just don't fit.

He's the one guy I can't stop thinking about...

And I'm the one girl that never crosses his mind

&& so what am I supposed to do.

When the only person I never want to think about again...

Is the one guy I can't get off my mind?

&& every time I hear your name my palms get sweaty, my heart beats faster, and my body shudders.

Remembering you sends shivers up my spine.

What's broken is [B]r[O]k[E]n,

and I'd rather remember it as it [W]a[S],

Then mend it and see the broken peices as long as I [L]i[V]e!

&& I don't know how you can make me laugh...

When I don't even want to smile.

&& when you said we'd be freinds forever...

Was that before or after you took the time to stab me, not only in the back, but in the heart as well?

So I'll take this blade, and move it along my wrists. And I won't stop until the crimson flow matches the amount of tears I've cried for you...

&& I find myself confused...

I hurt people close to me, the ones that really care...

Only to find you pushing me farther away...