The darkness consumes me
the sad part is i like it

Why is it that no matter
How much time I give it
It still hurts as much as it
Did the day it happened

I miss you jr

It hurts all the more
Knowing your the only
One who matters and
The only one who doesnt care

Days are long and words are cheap
Love is rare and friend are deep
The truth wont always come our right
But lies always live with spite

And i go everyday
missing you in everyway
i wish you could have stayed
but God said your bed was already made
my heart will long
but i will be stong

I have to stop making
Him a PRIORITY….
When he only considers
Me and OPTION…

This blade and these pills keep pulling me in, this pain in my heart just might win.....

And i'll keep wishing
on every star i see
that you will never
forget ab♥ut me

And there's nothing
i want more then to
wake up and see you
wacthing me sleep ♥

Sitting here talking to you like you're my friend
knowing i want so much more
this pain i don't know how much longer i can endure