I wish that you would understand
That I cannot just hold your hand...
Lighting up the sky in pure beauty
For everyone to admire and see...
The deep cuts on my wrist
Are starting to stain the page...
For nine months you carried me
In your womb I slept away...
Every night I used to pray for someone to hold me
To take my breath away setting my jailed soul free...
A friend gives you your wings
Allowing you to fly up high...
“I want you here till the end of loveâ€
Was what I whispered in his ear...
Why should I keep on trying
When I can’t do nothing right...
You say that you want me
Believe me I want you too...
Mom she will never know this or understand
When was in trouble she held out her hand...
This is me letting go
Of the love that we let fade...
I’m walking around in circles
I can’t seem to find my way...