One day you left to have a child
Yet you are never near his home...

You say that you want me
Believe me I want you too...

Dear diary I just hate today
Most likely the worst of all...

Over the years you chained me
Kept me locked inside your heart...

Love can’t die in your heart
Or linger forever over a tree...

I long for him to hold me
To fill my soul with peace...

They say time may heal the heart
I have been waiting without end...

It is me against the world again
In my choices I’m on my own...

I looked all my life for a man
To love me when I’m a mess...

I feel so lost and out of place
Like I am standing out of line...

Why should I keep on trying
When I can’t do nothing right...

Father don’t deny that I love you
But for some reason I can’t speak...