Life is not hard, but pain -it hurts
The sympathetic smiles, they never work...

It hurts and i cant take this
Its killing me inside...

You'll find me waiting for your lies
Through mumbled words and callous lips...

Sometimes I make wrong choices
When I want to do what’s right...

Tears would gently brush my cheeks
And take away my laughter...

Dear diary I just hate today
Most likely the worst of all...

This is me letting go
Of the love that we let fade...

I try to understand it
I bite my lip and nod...

I look around myself and think
Then everything turns dark...

These faces; I don't know them
Those books - why are they here...

The door slams shut, every time
Yet still I feel deep in my mind...

They say time may heal the heart
I have been waiting without end...