Alas, the tears still brush my cheeks
And steal away my laughter

He's so beautiful,

But my heart forbids...
This beautiful disaster

From my poem 'This beautiful disaster'

Under the eyes of those deceived
Beneath the hearts that choke and bleed
Beyond the words always believed
Lived love with one last dying plea

Deep in your eyes, I see the sun
Forever it shines, our hearts become one
Deep in your soul, I see a star
Glowing so brightly from near and afar
And nothing, nothing will take me away
Because here in your heart is where I will stay

"You're the one that I need in my arms.
Believe me these words I say are words that come straight from my heart. How do I make you believe nothing else means as much as what you mean to me"

Next time, I thought,
It would be a cliff.
I want to fall
Into the darkness,
Away from this world…
What loss would that ever bring
If my peace were found
In hell.

I stand and watch you from afar,
I wish upon you like a star.
You see me not.
You come.
You go.
Still, I love you better than you know

Like the tree needs the Earth
Like the night needs the moon
Like the stars need the sky
Like the guitar needs the tune,
I need you.
I miss you...

Seems like I am free
Falling down to my darkest memories
Razor blades cut, one, two three,
And I am suddenly at ease.

And everyone can see,
We are all molded sculptures
Welded onto this Earth.
Without promise; only choices
And each one has a consequence.
Who knows where we will fall?

You spend your whole life believing that you're on the right track, only to discover that you're on the wrong train.