You couldn't pull yourself out of bed,
and all I could do was watch...
What is truth?
nothing but a dream we like to believe...
The cancer took you, leaving you in an urn, a...
Not having a chance to say, "I love you"...
I bleed as
any other world...
I have these thoughts,
these thoughts I shouldn't...
Hold on
don't let go...
Who are we but players in a lifeless game?
We are being controlled, tormented, teased...
Holding onto my pillow tight,
wishing I could be with you tonight...
Your lips a crimson red, a beauty which does not...
Your eyes as though they were taken from the never...
Drifting away into sleep,
seeing the light begin to fade...
Sitting alone, to scared to look into the light.
I am so afraid to fight...