Making changes,
and going to stick to them this time...

God needed a way to watch over me when He couldn't...

I'll love you forever,
and hate you always...

I put up walls to guard me from the battle taking...
but the walls crumbled at my feet and left me...

I try to pretend I don't miss you,
but sometimes it hits me so hard it almost knocks...

I didn't realize how much it affected me until...
when I wanted to cry because I was afraid to share...

I try to blame others for my pain,
but it always comes back to you...

My scars remind me the past is real,
and each one hides the mistakes I made...

Just close your eyes and think about me,
and I'll be watching over you...

It's strange how if I lose you I lose so much,
but then lose nothing at all...

It hurts me to see you let him treat you like...
I'm not trying to put you down but he's playin you...

When I first met you I never thought I'd feel that...
and even now I could dream about you for hours...