I had everything anyone could ever want,
and never even realized it...

It's strange how if I lose you I lose so much,
but then lose nothing at all...

I try to pretend I don't miss you,
but sometimes it hits me so hard it almost knocks...

I WATCHED HER LOVE HIM,
AND I WATCHED HIM HURT HER...

In five years from now I don't know where I'll be,
but I'm sure you will be number one on my speed...

When I first met you I never thought I'd feel that...
and even now I could dream about you for hours...

Making changes,
and going to stick to them this time...

In such a short time my life has been flipped...

I put up walls to guard me from the battle taking...
but the walls crumbled at my feet and left me...

I didn't realize how much it affected me until...
when I wanted to cry because I was afraid to share...

I'll love you forever,
and hate you always...

My scars remind me the past is real,
and each one hides the mistakes I made...