Thoughts crowd my mind of all the things i left behind all the things i wanted to say and the ideas im glad went away

Go ahead and push me to the edge
ive looked over this supposidly high ledge
its not as tall as you make it out to be
shove me off and see what happens to me

Losing all this pain isnt worht what id lose to gain

How lucky i am to find real love at my age and to know there is no puppies involved this time

I had forgotton how to smile for so long now that i have you it comes so easy to me

How can i fix all my mistakes if there are to many to count and i cant even remeber them all

When i finally regain my balance after a fall just one look from you can make me fall once again

How can i hate you this much
but your opion still matter so greatly to me
does that mean that i really love you??
do you care either way?

Why does your hate for me matter so much when i have someone who loves me a million times more then you could ever hate

Go ahead
hit me
kick me
hurt me
i dont care it will never equal all the pain you caused my heart