Every thought...every notion... every moment....revolves around missing you..

Why does god try and test me so much...does he want me to break...is he waiting to see me die.... or is he really triing to make me stronger?

Im not scared to die for myself im scared to die because i know there will be mi friends right behind me

I dont care if im hurt
I dont care if im bleeding
I dont care how broken my heart is
but i care that if i show it
my friends will see
and they will know theres something wrong with me

I try so hard to be good enough foryou
but everytime i do
it just hurts me you dont love met he way i am

I TOLD YOU DONT KNOW ME
YOU SAY YOU WANT TO MEET THE REAL ME
YOU CAN
ONCE I FIND ME AGAIN

Every shed tear...every scar...every thought...is a memory of what you did

When everyone has criied on your shoulder but you have never shed a tear what do you do when it all comes out?? Who's shoulder do you cry on??

People say life gets better......but they also say life gets harder then it is now.....who is righht?? i hope it gets better because i dont thinki can handle it if it gets harder

This isn't a quote but I would like to ask everyone to comment on poems. Please and Thank you. XOXO ----Nikki