I try and make you happy
I put you infront of me always
but the one time i do something for myself
i have to go back and make you happy
doing good for me hurts you
me happy hurts you
so i guess ill never be happy
because you mean that much to me

You are my world, my life, my everything without you my world would crumble my my life end and my everything turn to nothing

Behind every fake smile

There is a real tear

You have patched the hole in my heart, sewn up the tare rebuilt the wall and repainted it all then in a blink of an eye destroyed my heart again

Tell me a lie say "its fine" i cant handle knowing another fault is mine

To love someone and know
you may never have them
hurts more then loseing someone
you can get

Why should i live
If i hurt the ones i live for

How could i fully trust someone
Who doesnt even partly trust me

Every time i hold your hand
I clench mi fist

Cry in the shower
where no one can tell the differance
between your tears
and the water