How can i fix all my mistakes if there are to many to count and i cant even remeber them all

When i finally regain my balance after a fall just one look from you can make me fall once again

How can i hate you this much
but your opion still matter so greatly to me
does that mean that i really love you??
do you care either way?

Why does your hate for me matter so much when i have someone who loves me a million times more then you could ever hate

Go ahead
hit me
kick me
hurt me
i dont care it will never equal all the pain you caused my heart

I want you to hurt me i want scarpes, scars, and bruises from you. I want you to do to my outside what i did to your inside. To your heart

I dont need scars to remeber how you hurt methe memories are pain enough and i will never forget them

What did i do wrong what was my mistake did i say something or do something wrong tell me what i did i cant go on paying for the mistake i didnt know i madde

Go ahead and try to break my heart
you have to find all the shattered peices first

I had forgotton how to smile for so long now that i have you it comes so easy to me