How lucky i am to find real love at my age and to know there is no puppies involved this time

I could spend my life looking into those eyes and my forever in those arms

The thought of loseing you breaks my heart everytime but the idea of makeing you stay is slowly killing me

Ive cried infront of you... but you will never know.. youve never even looked.. never tried to see them flow.. but thats okay with me.. for they fall on the inside now.. but soon will fall from my wrists..

The walls around me could collapse The floor cave in as long as i have you in the end everything will be okay

I cant cave in
i cant confront my sin

Please dont hurt me like the rest do
dont use or abuse me like i think you will

Thoughts crowd my mind of all the things i left behind all the things i wanted to say and the ideas im glad went away

Go ahead and push me to the edge
ive looked over this supposidly high ledge
its not as tall as you make it out to be
shove me off and see what happens to me

Losing all this pain isnt worht what id lose to gain