She cuts herself, I just found out
I saw the scars, so I have no doubt...

I can’t go on like this
There’s no one I can trust...

Something must be wrong with me
If I can’t stop these tears...

***This isn't really a poem, but it's just all of...
I hate life. I hate myself. I love you. I want you...

I feel...
So alone...

Trapped.
Confused...

**I don't cut myself**
I slide the knife across my wrist...

I've been searching for a long time
Don't know what for...

Someday I'll be loved,
For now I'll be lonely...

I want you so badly
I need you right now...

What does it mean to be happy?
Food, clothes, cars...

They're pushing me down
Pull me up please...