Pain is what I feel,
Happiness is what you’ll see...
*I didn't write it, a friend sent it to me...he...
Once in every lifetime, someone comes along...
In you I think I've found a real friend.
ever since Rachel passed away...
Suicide runs through my mind.
The blade cuts my veins...
I have tried time after time
to tell you how I feel inside...
I was once adored.....
now I feel ignored...
Everyday I put make-up on my face
to hide the tear stains...
You taught me what loves means.
You promised never to leave...
The pain came to an end.
Love came once again...
I look at my past,
so many things I regret...
I can’t remember the last time I was
happy to be me or be alive...
Time after time, I've tried to write a
poem about you, but never could...