Wish I wasn't
Wish I didn't feel the way I do...

So I hold on to this book,
The book of pain and death...

My soul and I still watch her there,
The way she crys and tried to care...

Didn't think you cared
Often thought you hated me...

Amazingly I used to know,
A girl who never knew how to be low...

Watching every motion in this dark, mysterious...
On this endless ocean where storm are our...

Cold winter blows as I stand alone,
Just waiting for someone who needs me...

After all of the pain I have caused,
Theres only three lives put on pause...

...
I hate you for the nightmares you made...

I'm so sorry I felt that way,
Sorry I had to say...

I know we've gone so long apart,
I know you feel better and it's a start...

You make my eyes glisten, allow me to smile,
Oh, and how you make me giggle for a while...