Surrounded by people,
And yet on my own...
I feel the stare,
Upon my back...
Everything was good, i felt good,
I didn't think it'd change like it could...
I'm leaving this life,
I'm leaving tonight...
Place myself in front of the door...
Ready or not I'll hit the floor...
I've faced my demons,
And have won many fights...
I am what i am!
I'll be who I'll be...
Two for joy,
One for sorrow...
I think the days, i loved you so bad,
But now i only know days, I'm so sad...
Looking out the window, at the cold and darkened...
Thinking of the years i spent, out there at play...
I take the knife,
To take my life...
I don't wanna stay here, i won't lie..
I don't wanna live no more i wanna die...