Eight months pregnant when she saw the light
They were so happy going home that night...

Long nights of dreams filling my head of you.
Cold summer days lying in my bed scared...

I sit alone
in my dark house...

Looking back at all of the old pictures of you...

I'll leave you untouched.
I never once said...

Soul of this earth is the ocean
Gift of this life are her waves...

Please don't toy with my heart thats the last...

I CRY
But only on the inside...

Please help me figure out
Why I am here...

I never thought I'd be holding a knife
That was so close to the end of my life...

I wish i had a place to get away to
to just go and sit in my sorrow...

Please hold on one more day,
wait for me to say good bye...