She even starts to steal
To get her next meal...

I love that I can tell you anything
I hate that if I do, I hurt you...

This winter cold pierces through
Burning hot, thoughts of you...

The thought of losing you
Grips my chest so tight...

Not one thought you will tell
Not one smile you will give...

When I think I'm out
I fall right back in...

I hate pretending with you
Putting on a fake smile...

When Im alone I think about
All those that has gone...

How long will we keep up this charade
How long will we keep telling this lie...

Trying to hold on
Trying to stay strong...

I know I messed up
You remind me in every way...

So many thoughts rushing through my brain
So many doubts of what happened again...