I hate pretending with you
Putting on a fake smile...

Trying to hold on
Trying to stay strong...

In the night I see your face
In my sleep I cant escape...

I know I messed up
You remind me in every way...

Such a big space seperates us
Yet it isnt just the long distance...

What separates us from the beast
Its passion, passion so true...

So many thoughts rushing through my brain
So many doubts of what happened again...

The thought of losing you
Grips my chest so tight...

When I lie in bed at night
And reach out next to me...

She even starts to steal
To get her next meal...

So mad my hands are shaking
So mad I want to cry...

This winter cold pierces through
Burning hot, thoughts of you...