This poem is quite long and the two capital...
As I sit here trying to release my feelings...

When the thunder comes,
It makes my want to scream...

I look at the table I cried on,
And there before me...

As the blade touches my skin,
I feel nothing, no pain...

Write to me,
Like you've never written before...

There's this feeling inside me,
And it feels a little like love...

A life lead by lies,
With no faith in life...

A life that isn't mine,
A heart that isn't mine...

Fate shows us our lives,
Gives us the path to walk on...

As he lays by the window,
In the dark...

I fell back on a pain,
That I once loved...

For so long I called you my brother,
I trust my whole life with you...