All the times you hurt me, all the times you lied, i forgave and forgot, all because i believed the biggest lie you ever told me, now how am i suppose to move on without those three words?

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine, why do i still have tears in my eyes when all you did was lie?

And the scars on my arm tell a whole different story..

Was he suppose to know? was i suppose to say? after all the tears i shed why does he still not care?

I used to be so happy and then i fell in love..

I've forgotten your face, your smile, your laugh even your voice but the one thing i'll never forget is how you broke my heart

I don't care i said with a smile on my face, i hope he moves to a further place, i hate him i said as i slowly turned around, i miss him i whispered as tears fell

Was i not worth one call? a miscall? text? email? did i not matter to you the slightest? did these six months mean anything? was everything but the arguments and name calling just a lie?

It's the same morning, get up, put on that pretend smile and hope something keeps me going all day, stops me from breaking down, stops me from thinking about him and our past

I've finally realised being truly happy wasn't part of my destiny