I'm living in a secret thats covered in a lie
every night i find a new reason to cry...

Dont look now...dont even try...
bcuz if u do i might just cry...

No one understands why i cry at night.
they don't understand why its so hard to fight...

I'M PICTURING YOUR FACE IN MY HEAD.
AS I REMEMBER EVERY WORD YOU'VE EVER SAID...

Days they last so long then night finally falls.
staring at my phone wondering if i should call...

I look into your eyes and everything becomes true.
i get so scared and i don't know what to do...

Ive been running with my eyes closed for so long
trying to find a place where i belong...

Dying in inside myself hiding my eyes
tearful and cold hearted lies...

Can i close my eyes and still see you
is this all a dream or is this really true...

Fearless defenses controlling over me.
what was it that you didn't see...

The thought without you breaks my heart deep...
but i know I'm always going to hide...

Before i tell you goodbye
before i give you a reason to cry...