Bleeding inside of this lonely heart,
So many choices I don't know where to start...
Do you know what it's like to look at your phone
hoping to get that one call, you know that will...
I just want to scream.....
Why do I just feel so much saddness...
Being here in this place, at the same moment as...
so close and able to touch at any moment, without...
People always say every relationship is different,
they feel different, you love different...
My body might be here in this forsaken place,
My mind is going crazy, it's all over the place...
I am not perfect, nor do I pretend to be
I have made mistakes just as anyone else...
I can feel it coming, the knife to the chest..
I would ask the reason but maybe it's a test...