I lay here in peaceful numbness
tear tracks drying upon my cheek...

Sometimes I fall down
and can't seem to get back up...

Desire warms my blood
on a cold and rainy night...

People say while under the influence
you speak your mind...

Who am I, Honestly?
does anyone know...

I could almost swear you're bipolar
you're like Jekyll and Hyde...

I feel dirty
I've tried to wash away my sin...

If I lift my mask
for you to see...

I've done so many bad things
gone so many wrong ways...

My mind wants to block out
what I'm going through...

You slap me in the face
your punch comes down hard...

Every night
a different dream...