I need to cry a tear
To show you that I’m real
I need to shed some blood
To prove to myself that I still feel

XoX from a poem im still writing

Dont just expect me to be there for you ...when your never there for me....

Why waste time
Lifting my head
Keep it down
And save face instead

bayside - loveless wrists

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I\'m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

sia - breathe me

XoX 2moroNEVAcame

Tears are filling up my eyes
As I slowly flirt with suicide
push this shiny object a little further
And forget the tears ive cryed

from a poem i ahvent quite finished yet ...XoX 2moroNEVAcame

Living lies
Quiet cries
No one cares
That she’s there

from my poem - where did she go?

XoX 2moroNEVAcame

I love you why cant you see....that when i see you with her its slowly kills me

XoX 2moroNEVAcame

This is how I show my feelings....How I drain all the bad thoughts from my head...It somehow comforts me.... When I see the blood flow its sweet red

XoX 2moroNEVAcame

You carved your name in my heart
and forever there will it stay
now i carved your name on my wrist
remembering all the lies you used to say

Where do I go from here
Or am I just a clock spinning round
Everything seems unclear
Confusion is raising its head
And I cant make a sound

State of mind - Merril Bainbridge