Don't apologize for leaving me here
they're only wasted words...

A wet path stands before me
as i decide whether to go further or not...

*to my wonderful boyfriend andrew, my hotpocket...
it's the way my stomach flutters with butterflies...

Your fist to my face
my body to the floor...

More than 8.5 million people in the U.S. have...
This is the end...of self-mutilation...

CROSS MY HEART
HOPE TO DIE...

I can't sleep at night
with visions of you in my mind...

You are the strength that keeps me going.
You are the hope that keeps me trusting...

I pull on my long sleeve shirt Careful not to hit...
I look in the mirror and see the scars and the fat...

I wanted to soar,
to fly against the currents of the sky...

For just one moment i felt special.
Safe within your arms...

I knew what friendship was the moment that we...
I knew what love was the moment i saw your face...