Fly away little angel
But please dont go too far...

Happy birthday baby boy
My precious little son...

Speak little girl
I see the struggle in your eyes...

The worst scars to have
Are the ones that cant be seen...

I feel like the weight of the world
Is crushing me...

As these cold tears run down my cheeks
I have to wonder what I did to deserve this...

I dont know how it happened
Or when I lost control...

How will you know Im hurting
If you cannot see my pain...

This time my best wasnt good enough
It may be good enough for them...

I lost a part of me that day
Something I never thought I would do...

Im sure they had no idea
Im sure no one could see...

I open my mouth but cannot speak,
So I stop trying and clench my teeth...