Count the fingers on my hand,
See the curves into the edges...

Something happened
I'm not the new me...

I cried so bad
For I didn't know...

I don't have that feeling anymore
that longing in my heart...

Hahaha,
I laugh all day...

I watched intensely
as he killed himself...

All I had was a dream of you
I never felt like losing someone...

Here is something I made myself
A gift from the heart...

I type at mourn
and write at night...

I have a lot of problems
Can't tell when they'll go...

I'm emotional
and what's it to you...

You can't predict your life
It's just a way of surprise...