Hey Everyone |
Welcome to the life of a girl like me
with tears always pouring but none of them seen...
I'm so confused, I just can't explain
the way my heart felt, when I pushed you away...
To the one who can make you smile when you cry
to the one who can hold you and never say goodbye...
Tears of guilt for what I wish id never done
hate and degrate myself for the nothing ive become...
I can't believe I trusted you so many times
gave you so many chances and belived your lies...
Trying to hold on to the memories,
of you holding me in your arms...
The clock is ticking, and i\'m waiting on you
i know you can change, and I hope that you do...
~|sometimes|~ the [L][O][U][D][E][S][T] *w.o.r.d.s* are those ¤spoken¤ in a (w)(h)(i)(s)(p)(e)(r) |
I ||woke||up|| this||morning|| & the *first* t.h.o.u.g.h.t that »ran» t/h/r/u/ my °mind° was ((..he's [g][o][n][e]..)) |
I [want] [him] [bak] SoOoOo ((badly)) but °hes° s.o.m.e.o.n.e. «else« now & the ~1 person~ i cud EvEr b *in «3love«3 with* is [[.long gon.]] |