I'm so confused, I just can't explain
the way my heart felt, when I pushed you away...

Welcome to the life of a girl like me
with tears always pouring but none of them seen...

I'm not really happy
this smile is just a fake...

I can't believe I trusted you so many times
gave you so many chances and belived your lies...

nothing real existing,
in my world of blackened tears...

Tears of guilt for what I wish id never done
hate and degrate myself for the nothing ive become...

Trying to hold on to the memories,
of you holding me in your arms...

The clock is ticking, and i\'m waiting on you
i know you can change, and I hope that you do...

Do those who see me,
through the eyes of a stranger...

Trapped in a maze of unrelenting lies,
longing for escape from the thoughts in my own...

To the one who can make you smile when you cry
to the one who can hold you and never say goodbye...

Unheard wishes, on falling stars,
of a love that cannot be...